heavenly day

i turn up the time to wake up before the alam clock resounds
i don't know why but i can already remember you
i wonder if,before i know it,i will forget
even of the miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will i end up forgotting even that i've forgotten
Heavenly day
in the room in the pocket of my heart
i'm look for your vanished warmth
even if there's no way to feel you ever again...
i'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm
tired of walking,i sit down and was at the loss,if you were with me
we could have talked about sth like our unbearale dream's fate
i couldn't say which i wanted to say that time
that the feel "thank you" are maybe word
much sadder than good bye"
i wonder if i could smile properly
not even my tears fall
Even if there are no way to feel you ever
Even i stretch out my hands,you are not here
i'll walk under the new light

31-3-10

i have wrote some passage on Hi5
you are sleeping now
have a good night ,my dear
while i teach my counsins to cooking .i had noticed sth
it's outside
it's so beautiful but i didn't know what it was
maybe a house.it's not far from my home
i wasn't able to do anthing while i was teaching them
Jane said that she was so lazy to cook
and Ja said that if jane want to be his wife ,she must be endore
hehe they are competed themself
the thing that i can do is teach them for my best
i hope they can cook well
although they are rich ,but they can't cook perfectly
in the evening i watered plants
and my counsins want to take a picture
i said my house has nothing stunning
hehe ..
i must sleep so late tonight
in fact there are a few work i haven't done it yet
have to clear now
............

because they are my counsins

i wasn't able to say anything when i cooked
because i have to teach my counsins too
it's little difficult,but someof thier food was made by myself
and my grandma didn't know.hehe
i love cooking ,although it's hard
but i get used
i love my house....

if you don't want my call,
i won't call you.
i understand
junjie....,although i told you i wasn't crying
in real.i was crying,
our love is so weak
maybe .....cause by me
because of i'm so weak
and i have nothing to say
do not say you love me
i won't say that sentence again with you
for us
just talk and share our life
i feel so happy
see you

Hard works

i'm in a little bed room,my home has two floor,i'm writting this passage after i finished watching TV.my hands were so dirty,because of coal.i kept wheat and bread to food tray.Now they are well-arranged.The way to litchen is covered by mud and brick.i wasn't able to se anything but a bundle of hay at corner.I'm going to the marget in the morning tomorrow and learn chinese then.
i have to buy a dozen eggs

Tears

To my dear
i've been being here,thinking of you
as we are far away.composed a song by intend sending to you these days
i felt so alone,went out to the meadow.i was able to smell the scent of glass flowers
looked at the sky.i was crying,seem the destiny,called out your name !
Why did i still cry so much?Tonight
i'm standing on the corridor.
the stars are so beautiful,the wind is so cool.i hug myself.The stars delay the way to home
and my breath gets colder.i even forgotten about the light's warmth that i just found.
The connected winiter constellation,I hope it's won't disappear from the sky.This night.i gentle wrap myself,i'm counting shooting stars.
the miracle of meeting you,just taught me the meaning of life
now,this's first time i relized that im able to love someone

27-3-10

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