when i was grade 9

i was so young that time
just spent time at school
but i didn't felt so bored
i was study so hard
but i really innocent
i did'nt know what bad is
when i did sth wrong ,i was really sad
i wouldn't talk with friend and that time i have so a few friends
time passed ,the ead of 2008 i really crazy about China
i watched a lot of chinese dramas and movies
i bought i lot of photo and listened chinese song
i was trying to write chinese crarector
i didn't know why
just crazy there was a night i couldn't sleep
i just listened chinese song for a whole night
that time i hadn't chinese name
but not far from that time
i met a chinese girl in my school
i felt shy when i met her
my friend just wanted me to try to talk with him
i said " nihao" and she said the same
she asked me that was i learning chinese
and i said "no, just like China"
and then he want me to learn chinese with her and her friend
i began learn with them,i could touch the feeling of happiness
just speak chinese,just one word ,i felt the happiness
then i got a chinese name
it's "yubing" ,i'm not chinese so i have no family name
who gave me this name is that girl
although now he has come back to China already
but i won't forget her
the person who teach chinese
2 years passed....
my chinese is still poor,because when i'm in classroom
i can't read chinese.just read Maths and others subject
so when i'm on weeked i will read chinese books
till now,i still love China
i will study hard and make my dream come true!

I'm sorry

when a new light is coming,Will i can talk with you again?
i'll be love you same as the first time i met you
how much time has passed us
all i can do now is crying
not wonder,today,for some reason,the thought od empty space is too great
I'm sorry..my love [but i love you]
I'm sorry for do not do anything for you
I'm sorry,but today
i want to talk with you again
really.....
how much pain
how much suffering
and how many tears have you shed?
how much pain
how much suffering
and how many tears have you shed while you were hurt?
i'm sorry for do not anything for you
i'm sorry...really sorry
i love you..

you

Do u know?
you are always in my heart
you are the one in my heart
you are gonna be my love
you are always be the one
you are always be the person who i think about
Can u hear?
my heart is breathing
if tomorrow.there will be sth take us apart
i promise.......
you are still the one in my life
you are still the one in my eyes
you are still the one in my mind
you belong to me
you are my love ,,,,,,,,baby
don't stop this.....
Hope you can touch my heart
hope you can understand my mind
hope you can feel this feeling
hope you can be here
hope you can be the same
becuase i know
you are always be in my soul
now and forever.....

when?

maybe the human find a thing for so long
but they are still finding it
Do you know what is it?
maybe " Love" or "freedom"
why do peole want so?
both of them is important for life?
everyone is fighting for life
as for me,if you can see anything beside you
you might see person who you love and love you
but why i can't
i can stay alone
if my father go out to work and i'm alone
it's so easy for me
i won't cry for eveything
now everyone is chosing thier own way
i love my family

Because.............love love love and love

it's midnight now,i have no voice
there are 2 hours,it's going to dawn
no one understand my mind
even though Hurt,i't's repeating....
i can't stop love love love
Have you ever loved?as the first video which we wachted
have ever on the phone with you for a whole night
have ever boast about this world
have ever waited for rain
have ever run......
have ever hiden and look at you....lunatic....pretend......
of course,you had ever loved,have ever felt bad with yesterday
have ever said "Sorry",even though you were right[not wrong]
have ever written a love letter for a whole night
have ever not gone out with family
have ever preyed god ,even though that person wasn't sick
Fogotten friends,
Why do i love him so much?[cause love]
i gave him for my all dream
for my heart and body
i lost everything,How shall i do ?
no one understand me
i can't stop love love love
i can't stop love love love
have you ever broken up?
wipe out make up during rain
cut a long hair
smoked cigarettes even though you have given up
risk a event that you must face alone
have ever written a lettter even though you couldn't send it
be drunk and call him
[hello] ........his clam voice.......
have ever loved as hated
have ever rip a letter that you didn't read
have ever erased his number even though you wasn't able to erase it from your heart
have ever celebrated alone
brunt all of pictures
...can't stop love
Why do i love him so much?[cause love]
on the phone i suddenly said"love you"
no one understand me!
in fact,there are only you who don't understand
even thoguh Hurt,it's repeating,,,,,
one day we'll meet again

one minute one second....

where i can't let go of your mind it seems
crashing my mind....
i can't hide the baby ,waiting 1 min 1 sec
i can't let go i go where i can hear your voice
oh! broken heart
i can't breath,waiting 1 min 1 sec
For a moment ,only 1 min 1 sec
i like the day there aren't bringing you a head

The eye was swollen again,take a nap
For the phone to the rice
How long after the curtains do not even known it
WatchingDVD
glidden your breath on my shoulder
i want to leave a good idea,i thought
it's funny,but they are still rmember me like this so much!!!!!!!
you reminded me of a joke collapse
nothing a moment,me today

Suddenly you remember you look like a broken

Jib.....that's where the corner near the window
when you sit in a corner not fold your hand in the left leg
clean tears to look tired
and then i smile like an idiot in the dimples
always drink sew dun
pinky eyes detroyed
shinny black hair
it's attractive,did not even chopstick wretched

i can't let go,my boy
.........just a moment
waiting 1 min 1 sec
only 1 mminute 1 second..........

,,,,,,,,,

to my dear
when i listened a song
when i looked at the sky
it's all remind me to think of you
i'm walking alng the street
i'm believe .......
we will be together
be in your side
kissing you my love
till now i'm still think of you

Somebody

somebody said that i was a arrogant girl
somebody said that i was a skilled girl
but a few day later my home will have a party
but i don't want to think of it too much
just stay at home
and bored...........................................................
i want to go to school,want to study
want to e with my lovely friends
i miss them so much
Sine View ........i love you.......