my last year

next time...

I just want to be loved
By the person close to me
Pretending to have fun even though I want to cry
Is surprisingly easy

I didn’t want to get sad
So I tried not to see the important things

Even though I lose everyone and everything
If only you were with me, that would be enough
Why is it in this world only the most beloved things
Why is it things keep falling out of the palm of my hand

I won’t tell you my real feelings
Because it’s embarrasing
Tears, temperature and smiles might actually exist in this world

From the shore I saw you
and it looked just like a beautiful painting

Even though no one and nothing was left
Because you were here I felt relieved
Even though I didn’t tell you
I thought we would always be together in this world

If the order of tomorrow and today were changed
If tomorrow became yesterday
Would I be able to meet you again

Tell me, what I looked for
And what you looked for
If we found that, what could’ve been
Like this endless sea
If we put our everything into it, would we be able to be together
In this world, if I was deeply loved by you
I wouldn’t be feeling so lonely

piece....

I hold my unrevealing email to you
In the palm of my hand
There’s always something missing
Like an incomplete puzzle

I’m at a loss, sitting on a see-saw as the sun sets
Imagining you sitting on the other end

I don’t need a reply or a promise
Let me be connected to you, to you
The final piece is right here
I want to be your light, your light

No one ever really knows
The reasons or where they’re going
But..I love you
Words are tiny things, aren’t they?

As the stars dimly float up into the sky
I start counting my wishes to them, one, two, three

I kicked the sand hard and began to run
My heart beats for you, for you
If my smile can save, I can keep on smiling
I want to be your light, your light

It softly became clear and I could see the future
I’ve never felt like this before
I finally found
The reason I came here

for u ,i can smile

I've got to get going
Yes, I've gotta get going
After this love has ended,
Again, I have been reborn

However, I won't forget it
Yes, I'll not forget about it
When I met you
It was really important

I doubt this wish would come true
It won't even reach your back
I admire the brightness
From within you

And one day, one day
I will see you again
Your kindness
Will be swaying in the sunlight of spring,
Just like the cherry blossom flowers.
No one else, no one else
Is as beautiful
And for you again,
I smile

Ah, how it's touching
And yet sad
On a sleepless night
Right now I'm walking on

But I'll never forget it
Yes, I'll never forgot about it
The time I've spent with you
Brought me happiness

The silly jokes
Lost innocence and (??) too
We shone as bright as we could
With our eyes closed

And one day, one day
I will see you again
Your kindness
Will be swaying in the sunlight of spring
Just like the cherry blossoms flowers
No one else, no one else
Is as beautiful
And for you again,
I smile..

i want to know LOVE

I really loved, you were very important,
walking home with you on this path


slowly walking, sometimes laughing
when you were here I was always happy


But, today we must say goodbye and become a little bit more grown up


I LOVE YOU
I want to find love,
I want to stretch out,
We see the world differently


Everyday I was bored
But you changed my heart


I had finally figured it out, I finally understood,
How sorrow worked


Yes, today we must say goodbye,
All my falling tears will leave


I LOVE YOU
I want to find love,
For the sake of love, I must forget all my lies,
I must erase the memories of your face, your voice, everything about you

...............................

Free bird.

Looking out the door,i am looking for a person who flying
he is flying through the cloud and swiming through the pure river.....
When he arrives,i'm preparing a good promise to him,will he consider mine?
will he choose mine? i'm still waiting,perhaps,tomorrow everything will be better,does he hope so?I.......love........you......,three words i've prepared,Wishing this will be our destiny.
Don't be sorrow ,once he come won't change my love,he would be right to guess my words.
after the following day,he will be appreciative,greatful,lively.
I believe this bird will fly beside him,let him see the sun on his left hand,He will find that my love is tangible,give him freedom for flying through the rain ,now that he is tired,i believe he will keep on flying.......ha~~LA~～everything is flowing.....everything is runing......
I am still wait behide th door,looking out at this place,and thinking of him.
free bird i wanna be freebird,i wanna be free bird,i wanna be free bird,i wanna be free bird,i wanna be free bird......
,hence i can flying with u.

无常。

夜风微凉 树摇月晃
云儿在飞 我在想
水流 花儿香
一片夜色放心上
喜中带忧 暗中有光
怎么度 怎么量
田野 山岗
美丽之下的凄凉
无.........常............
你看那山色湖光
你看那蓝天白杨
看不到一丝渺茫
你再看海天碧浪
你再看晚霞曙光
禁不住匆匆忙忙
把希望留给失望