a day

I'm siting on a seat,in the garden in front of my home

i listen a bird's singing

this morning is so fine,i want to sleep now

i know myself,i'm feeling tired for a month and i should have a rest now,

homeworks,there are still on my bed and desk,i want to destroy all,

my dad left home early in the morning,i came in the kitchen ,i realized there're so many thing for my breakfast,

i looked at the room of that girl,she might still sleep,it's holiday,and this house is so quiet.

i'm not hungry,i'd better wait for everyone,the worker asked me to have it first

i hand two books of hsk,and i said to them i wanted to go to oca ,i must arrive there before 8.30

,it's 7.45 now,

my freinds send sms to me,i smiled and think of them,i have not had my meal this morning though i'm hungry,they might be have it soon,why do they sleep too much!

i'm suddenly call out ,that girl come out and stare at me ,i felt she must be angry,haha

i missed you

my friend talk with me about her bf,i thought of u, i tell my self that i'm only want to hear about my bf, i'm really thinking of u, it's not i didn't care what she talk just now,i keep listening her.and i smile to her when she said she sweet with her bf,i also can see her smile,i'm nearly forget this smile of her,why do people seek of it? and i'm still suspect, i want to know the season that people love each other.my dad and my mom ,my sisters and me,my friends and my teacher, even flower and sky,i come in the room and i saw the old mail on my email,it's you who sent to me last year,i open it and read,that time i may cant online this mail again,and youtube,or facebook.so these days i'm only online it,to share anything about myself.the sport days is over,i'm still tired about works,teacher give me so many works on holiday.this Wednesday evening,i'm going to a restaurant with my best friends.and Thursday is party at school,and i will have 5 days for holiday,i felt little happy about it,i love holiday,so that i can have a nice rest, i have washed my cloths at school,i will take them to home this tuesday,friday,hsk test,i may stay at dad's home on weekend.in fact i dont want to meet that girl again,cause my dad worried about me,and i have to obey him now,tomorrow,so many to do in the afternoon......

MarryX' mas

24/12/2010 20.35

I went to St. Joseph church .banpong, with my family,i wish my god and happy new year 2011

why?

I'm really busy these days,feel so tired when i was at school,i hate this sport days and camp,i want to have a rest,a good rest which i can sleep for a whole year!buy how do i do this time?i want to turn into a bird,i may have more freedom,or i can fly anywhere i want to go,it's 9.38 here,there is 10.38,so late and you said you were sleeping,I count the time that i call u this night,and i felt so lonely,I really want to have more time to talk with u,yet i understand u,my friends call me to prepare a lot of things tomorrow.today in the morning,it's rain and i was wet,the wind is so cold,everyone want to sleep that time,my teacher ask us to work again and again,we're all nearly die,all of our face are so dim!i felt really exhaustive,Somenight i can't sleep cause i just thought about sth that i would do next day,this makes me too depress,

this new year,i wish i can have more time.

Weekend,i love it

Tomorrow is future

I'm thinking of the future,again and again

I want to know what will happen that time,will we be far as we are right now?

It's sad to walk on that way,i know everything will be ok at last

You said you didn't care other girl around you,i believe and so trust

I have only sincere that i can give you,and what should i do right now ,i realized,

i hope everyday you can share anything on your life to me,even though it made me hurt ,

these days I have nothing on my mind,i felt i lost sth ,

i never think of doing stupid thing,but if one day it's really happen

Do i have to bear it again?

howere,i'm still waiting,and i know,sth will be happen soon

sometime

sometime when i'm on this condition, it's really hurt,

sometime when i told him with my meaningless words,it's really sad,

sometime when i can't hear his voice,it's really boring,

sometime when i don't tell something to him despite i want to,it's really depressing

sometime when i want to tell the truth and i know it make us sad ,its really messy

sometime u want to say and i ignore,it's really bad,

sometime when i'm bad,it's really happen

i'm a bad person who everyone want to kill,

You&I

I said "I'm missing him"slowly after my friend had asked me

i thought of someone who is stay far away from me,is it amazing ?

i wonder why i'm still miss him these days

I suddenly think of future

i'm step on this path for a while

i have felt so warm and so glad

by the way,i 'm also sad and so regret about it

i lost my tears so easy for it,sometime there's no reason to flow

i hope someday i would reach him,looking through the window,i can see many people around me.

how can i ignore them? and how can i care only him?

i suspect,what should i do in this way,i never want to be the one who can do everything like angle,and i don't want to walk lonely either,i have friends,they r all good to me

i felt good when my best friends take care me when i was sick,

i love this place where i can sit down on the glasses and i can see the sky clearly,

You and me,between us is not simple either,if i could choose,i would be in a side near you,

U're beautiful more than heaven, your mind is so clean as some place i was born,

If i be with you closely, and we will be sad,it's not my preference.

Nowadays you are always be there and do your best,

it's all i want,and i want to tell you

"what i need is you,only u"