why?

I'm really busy these days,feel so tired when i was at school,i hate this sport days and camp,i want to have a rest,a good rest which i can sleep for a whole year!buy how do i do this time?i want to turn into a bird,i may have more freedom,or i can fly anywhere i want to go,it's 9.38 here,there is 10.38,so late and you said you were sleeping,I count the time that i call u this night,and i felt so lonely,I really want to have more time to talk with u,yet i understand u,my friends call me to prepare a lot of things tomorrow.today in the morning,it's rain and i was wet,the wind is so cold,everyone want to sleep that time,my teacher ask us to work again and again,we're all nearly die,all of our face are so dim!i felt really exhaustive,Somenight i can't sleep cause i just thought about sth that i would do next day,this makes me too depress,

this new year,i wish i can have more time.