i'm thinking of him,a boy who is my bf.i don't mean he makes me cry,i just want to cry.
i'm listening a song too,and writing sth on a paper of my notebook,.
i want to stop crying but i can't,this day i really hate myself,
i don't love myself,in fact i'm always think i'm such a bad girl.
but when i see many friends around me,.i just want to love myself as my friends love themselves,
i cut my hair today,cut it a little,i want to change myself.buy in my mind i still want to keep it longer.it must long!COZ I WILL KEEP IT,i see nothing around myself.my heart is empty too.
i am not thinking of him now,i keep writing and crying.what i wrote on a paper is sentence,"ทำไมนะฉันเคยคิดว่าฉันเป็นคนเข้มแข็งมาตลอด ถึงแม้ว่าตอนนี้ฉันจะยังคงร้องไห้ก็ตาม",i'm not sleepy,tonight i want to stay up,i close my eyes for a while,and look at the clock beside Tv.it's 11.22 now,i can hear a dog is barking.i change a song i listen.and dry my tears,if on this world,there is a person love me and put everything on me,i may not crying again,i need a strength,and love.as every girl on this world needs.i want to be loved by a person who i love so much,i want to be cared ,be hugged.and a thing what i need most is warmth , i want it and hope my heart will calm,i want to be a peaceful place,want to be with all of people i love,want to see my parents are together,want to see ,i only want to..................
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